If you haven't read my last post, you may not know that I am following Verena Erin's fast fashion fast and today I wanted to talk about why I shop. If nothing else my no spend challenge which I have had to dramatically alter has shown me that shopping has just become something I do for the sake of it. To kill time but also because when I feel mentally drained its like a sugar fix. I used to binge eat and while I am not completely cured from these habits I have found that shopping has almost replaced it as my crutch.
As a result I have a wardrobe full of clothes that don't get as much love as they should, a pile of books to be read and boxes full of the latest skincare that, realistically could probably last me a lifetime if they wouldn't expire. Like I said in the other post I don't really shop fast fashion much anyway, but fashion in general I love. One of the things I really regret buying was a two sizes too small Cath Kidston tee from a charity shop. I think when I bought it it was to slim into, and now I have embraced my body this is no longer even part of my life plan. So why is it still hanging in my wardrobe? I can't seem to let go of it! So actually if any of you reading this want a size 10 blue teapot print Cath Kidston tee let me know, It could do with a good home!
I went out for lunch last week with my friend and minimalist Rebecca and I was telling her about how I have this all or nothing kind of mentality when it comes to practically everything in my life. So my instinct was to take a black bag and just empty my whole wardrobe. However I know that purge would lead to inevitably me three months down the line realising that I had discarded all my autumn winter clothes and then needed more.
So instead I am taking a slow but sure approach. I am going to keep a list in my bedroom of clothes that I want to add to my wardrobe. I am then going to go hunting only for these items, I realise I love the hunt. I love rooting through charity shops looking for items, but at the moment my mindset seems to be that I see the day wasted if I don't buy anything and that's what I need to change!
Are you taking part in the fast fashion fast? I would love to see your posts below!